The baby is asleep for the moment, which will give you an insight on my wonderful week. First it starts with last week partially when someone stole a total of 205 dollars out of our bank account. They took out of john’s PayPal account which was directly linked to our checking account. This was extremely stressful in its self. We had to file a dispute with the bank to get our money back. And to be reimbursed for the no sufficient fund fees (NSF) accumulated during their investigations. These fees ended up being 105 dollars! I was so upset, stressed because the money that would have gotten us through until today was stolen. It was also supposed to pay our light bill. It’s ridiculous the person who stole our money is somewhere in Australia and we’re unsure if we will be able to press charges or not at this point I am going to look into it through the bank. Yesterday the majority of our funds were returned to us. All but one NSF which will not be returned until the investigation is complete. As soon as that happens this account is being closed and we are switching to Wachovia bank I believe. This has been a stressful week for john at work and then to add this shit on top of that and his recently started classes. Whew I would not have wanted to be in his brain.
John Peter said his first word on Wednesday, he said “Hi” Not that I think he understands what he is saying but he said it really early I think. He can also say “da” and “ma” but since hi is the first word John and I have both heard him say I am going to count that as his first word. He really said da first then ma and then hi. But I think it is only fair I count the word we both have herd first. He can say these things clear as day and it sounds odd amongst his normal baby babblings. Which in themselves are amazing!
I find myself looking forward to my first mother’s day, I don’t really know what to expect but I am very excited. I think it’s interesting that last year I conceived Jp on mother’s day J lol just interesting is all ya know?
I am again in pursuit of my hopefully so to be ex-husband, I want to get a divorce so that john and I can get married, I want to be married before JP is a year old. But can you blame me? For five years I have been married to the wrong man. I want to make john and my vows to each other legal. We have vowed ourselves to each other but can’t do anything legal until I am divorced. Which is a pain because now we are going to have to do a will in order for us to have what we want done properly if anything should happen to us both. I do think about that kind of stuff because of how young my mom was when she passed away.
It’s been 18 years now btw since that happened. Just thought I would throw that out there.
I am outta here I am going to go mess around on the internet, don’t know what I am going to do yet but I will figure it out. I am going to clean the bathroom today since john worked his ass off today and cleaned the kitchen last night. I want to get the cleaning done tonight so we can relax this weekend, so I am going to do whatever I can before john gets home so he doesn’t feel like he is obligated to do it all. He has given me a lot of slack on the house work because I have not been feeling well.
I think I am going to get this IUD taken out its making me sick, and making me think I am pregnant. I want to be able to tell for sure if I am or not so I think I am going to switch to a oral BC method, so that way if I’m getting the symptoms I will know when to take a test.
This is loralei running off into the sunset with my hubby, my son, my cat, and my dog lol
